71. Insightful YM Conversations with Someone
August 26, 2008The night before Anne’s despedida, I had an interesting and very insightful conversation with one of my emo-est friends I have ever known. I don’t want to spoil it for you people and tell me what you think. So without furthur adieu here is the very interesting and insightful conversation:
Note: I have asked for his permission to post this although I filtered out his name for his privacy because when you read this you’d want to stone him afterwards.
Joel Ramos: mag check ka naman ng multiply.
Joel Ramos: tae to hindi na nag paparamdam
*********: multiply? ano yun?
Joel Ramos: tae ka talaga
Joel Ramos: multiply.com nasa tate ka na hule ka pa din sa uso
*********: ngek wala nga akong friendsrer, myspace, tsaka youtube eh
*********: ano nanaman yang mltiply na yan?!
Joel Ramos: lolz.
Joel Ramos: primitive ka!
*********: kayo kaya ang primitive… why do you need to have stupid profiles online that will take up most of your time rather than actually mingling with people in the real world?
*********: hahaha
Joel Ramos: because as needs change, technology follows suit. We don’t have the luxury of time unlike before, so we keep updated through the net. At least we make an effort to connect with people we love. hindi katulad ng iba jan nakalimutan na kami.
*********: it’s a two way street buddy! Check the last time you made an attempt to contact me prior to today and you’ll know why it’s so easy to slip through the cracks
Joel Ramos: dude. There’s yahoogroups. We email as often as we can. You never replied.
Joel Ramos: also like what you said it’s a two way street. We made an effort to create accounts in different social sites. pero because of your ego and narrow minded perceptions in life you opted not join the bandwagon. Who’s falling off cracks now huh?
*********: i know i’m the one falling off the cracks dude… there’s only ONE person on this side of the world… and even if jerome is only 400 miles away it feels like a million years… i don’t expect you to understand because you don’t have my life
*********: you can call me egotistic and narrow-minded all you want… it’s hard to care really
Joel Ramos: you’re using the self pity card this early? That’s so 1990’s dude. Stop talking rubbish.
Joel Ramos: anna marie is in the states we talk as often as every other two days. So does anne. jerome I can ym everyday. You know why? Because they don’t drown in their self loathing and self pity, they reach out, because we treat each other as family.
Joel Ramos: take note THEY REACH OUT.
*********: maybe i don’t want to reach out
*********: 12 years is a long time… too many things changed
*********: i don’t know any of you anymore
*********: three years was long enough… people move on
*********: at least accept that
Joel Ramos: again because you don’t want to or you don’t have the time… but don’t use that BS excuse that you’re neck deep in your job. Anne takes care of two kids and her siblings while working in NY and going home to NJ, but she still has the time to chat any chance we get. The world is smaller today compared to 12 years ago. So don’t tell me that you don’t know us anymore. You pushed yourself away.
*********: i’m not denying that
*********: a person can only take so much pain before he finally goes away
*********: ***** moved on… why can’t i?
Joel Ramos: oh no. don’t go there bro. don’t you go there. You’ve moved on as well. Come on now? lolz!
*********: i did… with it went all the things that i don’t want to remember…
*********: imagine not having any friends to talk to about it for years
Joel Ramos: we were always here you know
*********: i know… it was just hard… i don’t expect you to understand… but i loved all of you too much… and i lost all of you
Joel Ramos: rubbish. We were here. If you just made an effort to talk to us like you should have… You didn’t lose us. You walked away.
*********: i did and i know that… it was easier to walk away than to keep the hurt… and i would never wish that upon any of you because nobody ever deserves to be hurt that way…
Joel Ramos: then don’t blame us. But who said you were blaming us right? it’s just the way it is. tell you want. call me tomorrow. around 9pm philippine time. +639285042841 they will all be there with me.
*********: why?
Joel Ramos: don’t ask me, ask yourself. I reached out. it’s your turn to hold my hand.
Joel Ramos: also a run down. http://aimeerae.multiply.com
Joel Ramos: http://ofpiesandtarts.multiply.com
Joel Ramos: http://whatdafak.multiply.com
Joel Ramos: http://goddessanne.multiply.com
Joel Ramos: http://lifeofbryan.multiply.com
Joel Ramos: http://dynobebe.multiply.com
Joel Ramos: http://jengfishy.multiply.com
Joel Ramos: http://rosamillejoy.multiply.com
Joel Ramos: http://neverneverwher.multiply.com
Joel Ramos: http://sukhsinghx.multiply.com
Joel Ramos: http://bittersweetcoffe.multiply.com
Joel Ramos: http:..realize143.multiply.com
Joel Ramos: oops
Joel Ramos: http://realize143.multiply.com
Joel Ramos: http://avatar.i.ph
Joel Ramos: http://jengster.i.ph
Joel Ramos: http://aimeerae.blogspot.com
Joel Ramos: http://returnace.wordpress.com
Joel Ramos: http://goddessanne.blogspot.com
Joel Ramos: http://goldenbhoy.blogspot.com
Joel Ramos: who did I miss?
Joel Ramos: none na yata
Joel Ramos: ayan. All the links you need to REMIND YOU who we are.
Joel Ramos: reaching out with both hands now. What the hell will you do?
Joel Ramos: our SO’s link?
Joel Ramos: http://blytheangelique.multiply.com
*********: nothing
Joel Ramos: http://vinabebe.multiply.com
Joel Ramos: http://vinmarquez.multiply.com
Joel Ramos: http://theravagedone.multiply.com
Joel Ramos: nothing? So stop whining.
*********: i’m not whining
*********: i’m just responding
*********: you know me… probably more than most people
*********: this is how i respond
*********: i have not changed… A BIT
*********: just hiding haha
Joel Ramos: as usual. I want to pull you into the light. But you’re stubborn and you don’t want to go out of the dark.
*********: yeah yeah
Joel Ramos: what the hell happened to you? You were never like this before.
Joel Ramos: and when I say before I mean before you went there.
*********: that’s just it… I WENT HERE
Joel Ramos: stop saying that. Most of us are already there, but no one is as emo as you. haha
********
Whew, there you have it. A very interesting and insightful YM conversation. During the despedida, I anxiously waited for his call. It never came through. Afterwards, he YMed me saying that he wasn’t able to wake up in time. Sad really, I won’t say we haven’t changed. We did, we all did. But for him to not accept who we are now, well, that’s just bullshit.
Stupid emo fucktard.
Previous Comments
VERY INSIGHTFUL.
a more insightful realization also is that you had the guts to post this very private conversation. it only shows that you were confident enough that the guy on the other side of the conversatin would not really care to this.
kulet ko eto ulet…
VERY INSIGHTFUL.
a more insightful realization also is that you had the guts to post this very private conversation. it only shows that you were confident enough that the guy on the other side of the conversatin would not really care to SEE this.
:P
Posted by returnace at August 28, 2008, 11:42 amisa pa alan. Yung conversation mali spelling eh.
OMG. I’m like anne and dino. blech.
Also I gave him our links right? I told him I posted our conversation and you know what he said? “where can I find it.”
Duh right?
Posted by avatar at August 28, 2008, 7:53 pmkasi naman pinaulanan mo ng links. ang dami nun no!
miss ko na magbadminton 
uy me nga na memorize ko most of the links, may mga 2 or 3 links lang ako nakalimutan eh.
Posted by avatar at August 29, 2008, 8:44 amReally, you nga na-memorize mo na most of the links?
Peace 
yup. matagal na me na memorize yun eh. you ba? memorize na you links natin?:p
lolz. sorry for the erm.. text speak.
Posted by avatar at September 1, 2008, 9:10 pmhay mali lagi ispeling ko, ah wala pa kasi akong tulog nyan, sandali one week ago pa mga comments niyo ah, hahahah
Posted by alan at September 8, 2008, 11:37 pmWhoa. Ngayon ko nga lang nakita reply mo eh.
Posted by avatar at October 6, 2008, 12:08 amIt’s a great pleasure to visit your website and to enjoy your excellent work!
Posted by Oakley Sunglasses at June 14, 2011, 9:59 amThanks for taking the time to talk about this, I feel fervently about this and I take pleasure in learning about this topic. Please, as you gain information, please update this blog with more information. I have found it very useful.
http://www.cheaphatsstore.com
Perhaps this is one of the most interesting blogs that I have ever seen. Interesting article, Funny comment. Keep it up!
Posted by Canada Goose at August 25, 2011, 10:54 am
VERY INSIGHTFUL.
a more insightful realization also is that you had the guts to post this very private conversation. it only shows that you were confident enough that the guy on the other side of the conversatin would not really care to this.
Posted by returnace at August 28, 2008, 11:35 am